You may remeber in the post I did called the Rainbow Connection. Since my mom passed we see alot of rainbows and believe they are her way of saying she's ok etc.
I have seen rainbows , but mine are kinda here and there.
My sister's are all the time. Seriously all she has to do is think of my mom, look up into the sky and BAM!rainbows appear.
I have selfishly hoped for a definite mom moment. I have really struggled with how she left us and struggled with believing she is in a better place and not looking down here worrying about all of us.
Last night I dreamnt she called me, not like our regular calls when she was alive, but called me from heaven.
I was not comforted by this, I woke up with a migraine and was just off all day. I remeber crying alot in the dream, but mom was so calm full of loving, comforting words.
My sister called later in the dayand could tell that I was "off ".
I tell her my about the dream and how I haven't been myself since. She is exstatic saying it's a gift and that I should be happy, when...
( here comes the goosebump moment )
She says you are not going to believe this but I am looking up at the sky and through a break in the clouds there is.... A RAINBOW!!!!!!!
It's like the old saying goes... Be careful what you wish for!
Hey, the airline has offered me a free ticket for my near death flight experience.
What to do? What to do?
I think I'll save it for spring break!
That is if Marie will have me!