The Climb.... take 2
At the beginning of the year I picked the word Climb to be my "word" for the year. A sort of anthem of how I intended on living my life for the next year. I can tell you now some 8 months later that I did alot of climbing, but usually because I had fallen so far.
One day back in february I suddenly felt completely overwhelmed and started experiencing full blown panic attacks. I entered into therapy and today can say that therapy saved my life. ( thanks Beth)
I entered into the therapy thinking or telling myself I was there for one thing, but along the way the truth came bubbling to the surface and then .... set my free.
I've wrestled many times over letting my blog go, but I just couldn't pretend anymore. I didn't want to put it all out there; everything I was struggling with and so, I walked away from pretty much everything I knew and used to love doing.
What I can do is say that I appreciate all of you who have taken the time to inquire about me, the blog and my convertables.
As I write this I am sitting in my scrapbook room, a room that looks as if it was once used, but now is filled with the things noone knows what to do with. And I'm excited, I'm excited to start the next excavation of my life and peel back the layers of dust on this old friend of mine.
I've cleaned off my computer screen and dusted off the keyboards.
So if you've stumbled back here to have a little look see....
I'm back!
xo
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 at 06:59PM
